my 100th

wow it's my 100th post. didnt realize that. would wanna make this post special.

hmm... lemme see.. what should i talk about?

probably him.

i know i know

'probably who?'

well, him, Adam.

people, i officially like someone. yes, it's the first person i like. not sure if he likes me tho. so it's unusual coz normally it's the guys who asks me out but this time it's me asking a guy out.

no, not literally 'would u go out with me?' but indirectly yes.

i know he isnt the cutest guy in NZ but to my eyes, he is. like all my friends are telling me when i tell them he isnt actually cute. they keep sayin 'so what mel? who cares? love is blind'

i wouldnt call it love at this stage. it's a word too strong.

about 2 weeks ago, i met this guy at his work place. first it was normal like manager-customer sort of thing. then it expended to being a special customer. and it lead to me asking him: i was wondering, do u wanna hang out some time?

i got a YES on the spot and we swapped numbers and instead of me start texting him, he started it and have been texting daily ever since.

went out clubbing with him last fri but it wasnt exactly the right time. first, mum called at about 1am. not a big deal coz i told her i was out partying with my friends. then when i went to the club, it was like 50% of the crowd were IPC students. not enough, they were so bloody drunk, it's not exactly the kind of 'first impression' i wanna give him but heck what's done has been done.

i just hope it works out for the two of us. he's a really nice guy. i asked my friends about what i should do next and the guys keep telling me to hang on to it. dont make any move or he'll get the wrong idea of me. i trust them. so i'll just wait and pray and hope u guys (my friends) pray for me too. :)