upon reaching home

it's been crazy as hell here since i got home. reached Sitiawan at 7am on Monday (1st Dec). right when mum picked me up, i went out to do some stuff with her then we went out for breakfast. went home, talked to dad and kept on talking until it was time for him to go to the office so i drove him as i used to before i left. after leaving him, i had to do some stuff at home and tried to settle down. slept for abt 4 hrs that day and then was busy since. it's deadly. i havent had the sleep i've been dreading for for nearly a month now; with all the preperation for finals and coming home and now that i'm hone, there's just so much to do.

but it's hard for me to say no when my parents ask me to do something for them. they've done so much for me. they work so hard to send me oversea. all these small help i'm giving them is nothing compared to what they've done for me in my life.

i travelled for 32hrs from my coll to Singapore, spent a night there and then 10 hrs in the bus to Sitiawan. how tiring. i hope i can get my beauty sleep tonight before i drive down to KL tomorrow. am making a one-day trip to KL tomorrow as dad has some stuff to do and i agreed to take him down and he asked me to take him to several places as he want to kill several birds with one stone. even driving is a killer. with the number of cars we have at home, changing cars every now and then is just so confusing. different cars work differently and when one is in a rush, one just gets confused and that's exactly whats happening to me. what's worse is with the difference in manual and auto cars. how shitty. my legs have been killing me since i left coll with the travelling and rushing in the airports and my bloody heavy luggage.

to all my friends, i really wanna meet up with u guys in KL but time doesnt seem to allow me to. i feel really bad. i miss u guys to bits! but no worries. super melissa will find a solution to it. time is running out. i only have so few days here in Malaysia to do so many things. shit. i plan to spend a few days seeing Singapore before flying off to Nz again but i want to spend most of my time with those close to my heart. it's simply dramatic.