Ed's back today. whee~ i'm so happy at least a Malaysian girl here with me now..now all us Malaysians are back together again.
my day started good seeing Ed again. i really missed her. but then I discovered my day just became totally nasty and heartbreaking. I dont wanna blog about it. it's too hurting. I love my friends for always being here for me whenever I need them. our friendship should last for a lifetime. my friends are like my family; not only my friends here in NZ but also my friends back home. they see me through my hard days and are always here with me when i shed my tears.
but I tried cheering myself up. crying doesnt solve anything.
here's something I thought does do a lil help in cheering me up. I found my name listed among the Malaysian Queen Guides. my name seriously appeared in the official website.
Malaysian Queen Guides
notice the 'cawangan' column. there are no Queen Guides from Perak until year 2008. proud i lifted the Perak's Girl Guide Association name again but it's sickening that the Perak state Girl Guide Association never appreciated my hard work. I went through so much pain; physical pain from days of working under the blazing sun or the heavy rain pitching tents and building gadgets and mental pain from all the harsh words that were thrown at me and all the emotional pain from those bitches who never cared about how I felt.
I worked so bloody hard to f*cking lift the name of the state just so they don't lose their face but I guess this world is filled with ungrateful people. all they can do is point out one's weak points but never even once consider the number of good points that individual has. not only am I talking about the Girl Guide Association but also they many people who live around me. though I must say I have the best knotting in Perak and one of the top knotting skills among Girl Guides of Malaysia and I am very proud of it. how do I know this fact? well, I was at an international Girl Guide camp in Sabah and there were Girl Guides from all over the world and we have trained instructors and the judges announced the best knotting was by Melissa Tyndall. beat that losers
to my opinion, these people are nothing but pathetic losers and they should learn to get a life. and i'm referring to all u haters.
my day started good seeing Ed again. i really missed her. but then I discovered my day just became totally nasty and heartbreaking. I dont wanna blog about it. it's too hurting. I love my friends for always being here for me whenever I need them. our friendship should last for a lifetime. my friends are like my family; not only my friends here in NZ but also my friends back home. they see me through my hard days and are always here with me when i shed my tears.
but I tried cheering myself up. crying doesnt solve anything.
here's something I thought does do a lil help in cheering me up. I found my name listed among the Malaysian Queen Guides. my name seriously appeared in the official website.
Malaysian Queen Guides
notice the 'cawangan' column. there are no Queen Guides from Perak until year 2008. proud i lifted the Perak's Girl Guide Association name again but it's sickening that the Perak state Girl Guide Association never appreciated my hard work. I went through so much pain; physical pain from days of working under the blazing sun or the heavy rain pitching tents and building gadgets and mental pain from all the harsh words that were thrown at me and all the emotional pain from those bitches who never cared about how I felt.
I worked so bloody hard to f*cking lift the name of the state just so they don't lose their face but I guess this world is filled with ungrateful people. all they can do is point out one's weak points but never even once consider the number of good points that individual has. not only am I talking about the Girl Guide Association but also they many people who live around me. though I must say I have the best knotting in Perak and one of the top knotting skills among Girl Guides of Malaysia and I am very proud of it. how do I know this fact? well, I was at an international Girl Guide camp in Sabah and there were Girl Guides from all over the world and we have trained instructors and the judges announced the best knotting was by Melissa Tyndall. beat that losers
to my opinion, these people are nothing but pathetic losers and they should learn to get a life. and i'm referring to all u haters.
1 stalkers:
chill~!cheers..=)
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