crying my heart out

you made me cry
u brought me into this situation
it's all your fucking fault
i hate you
my life was so happy before i met you and u had to come in and ruin it
u're nothing more than an arrogant bastard; a selfish, self-centred arrogant bastard
to hell with u and all your lies
i'm sick of it and i'm not taking it anymore
u dont deserve me; i'm too good for u
one thing i'm sure of, i deserve a better civilized guy and he's out there waiting for me!
deep down my heart, this is how i feel abt u right now
i'm writitng this so everyone will know what kind of person u are

wehee~

Whatta long day I've had. Slept for like 3 hours last night and been surviving on V energy drink for the past 2 days. But heck, check out the website below, babe. Hahahaha I won the photo competition yo~

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Heya guys,

How's it going? Life's been superbly hectic for me lately.

First, mid term is finally over. Gosh what a relief! I almost turned into a nerd.

Secondly, I had THREE 19th celebrations. Yeah, you read that right - THREE! Why three? I just felt like it.

Thirdly, apparently, not only is mid term over, my relationship's over too. I wasn't taking the break up too well but then with the support and encouragement from all my lovely friends out there, I manage to live my life as usual and keep going on. You guys are great. I don't know how I would be if it wasn't for all you peeps. I love you guys to death! Having friends like you guys is such a blessing.

Fourthly, the weather here in NZ has been misbehaving lately. All the wind storms and sudden snow really brought things up-side-down. The winds were recorded going at 80km/h. Some spring I'm having here.

Now, this has to be the best news ever.... Dudes, I'm coming back home! Whee~ Nahh not forever but for like a month. I so can't wait to see everyone I love again. It's been a year. Damn how did I survive?? Also, I can cook! Yes, I can. Goddamn I cook real good food. Guess that's what happens when I get sent away from home 20 days before turning 18~

Just in case y'all forgot how I look like, here's a pic of me currently :)

Oh and hey, happy moon cake festival youse. Seriously, I finally managed to find a shop that sells moon cakes. Shit yeah. The lady is a grumpy old granny-like Chinese woman who makes these stuff herself I suppose. She's always frowning she's got all those ugly wrinkles all over her face. Yuck. Smile, bitch! Oh who gives a shit. I have a choice of like only 5 different moon cakes to choose from and one moon cake costs like RM17. That's the shit man. I'm like living in heaven...

Yeah right!